What I'm Listening To
February 2025
'K, lemme 'splain
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Despite this being under the I Love Music section, everything I'm currently listening to isn't actually music. But it still seemed like the best place to put everything I listen to
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Of course, I always have music on hand I'm listening to. Old music, new music it really doesn't matter. I'll break down specifically what I'm listening to here
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But the other thing I listen to maybe a little more than music these days, stems from my well-known hatred when I was podcasting of what they call 'biopics'. Previously I watched and got connected to a lot of biopics, particularly of my favorite musical artists, only to find out after believing what I watched was their story, that about 98% of the whole film/series was bullshit. What's the point of making a story and advertising it as "based on a true story", if everything you're basing the true story on wasn't interesting enough to be told in a movie? Because of this, I much prefer documentaries over biopics, and memoirs or autobiographies as my reading entertainment. I will still watch a biopic if the subject interests me, but I go into it assuming everything I'm about to see is bullshit and just watch it for what it is...entertainment. Then when I'm done with the lyin' ass biopic, I will then read all official information on that person's life and watch any documentaries available. But even then, the doc has to be officially authorized, and has to include actual interviews of the subject, or archived footage of the subject if they are no longer with us
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I also don't have a lot of time to read physical books. But a few years back they created a lifesaver for people like me, called Audible. I LOVE Audible and have grown quite the library. I've listened to several dozen books, because as with music, I can listen to Audible books while I'm working, cleaning, or driving; three instances where you are not able to read a physical book. I've been so into reading on Audible, that a couple of years ago I increased my plan to two credits a month, that I had to cancel about six months ago only because I had too many memoirs and auto-bios that I owned I hadn't even gotten to yet. When I'm done with all dozens of these, I'll resume my membership and start over
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Update 3/24/2025: Well, that was the plan at least. A few days ago, I got an email from Audible damn near begging me to come back with an offer I couldn't refuse. Three months of membership for $0.99 per month, cancel anytime. Ok. Let's go ahead and do that. I paid my $0.99 and immediately got my first credit. Then, surprisingly further sweetening the pot, the first section I perused was the memoirs and bios and found a book at the top of the list that was highly rated and piqued my interest; Bits and Pieces: My Mother, My Brother and Me, written and narrated by Whoopi Goldberg. When I clicked on it there was a banner at the top advertising this title was included in the 2 for 1 credit section. Biiiiitch, is that right?! So I began perusing the 2 for 1 section. I didn't find much else I wanted to try out there, so I settled on a memoir that did seem interesting to me and was highly rated although I'm not familiar with their genre, called Brothers, written and narrated by Alex Van Halen about his relationship with his younger brother Edward. Then separately, as I was perusing the memoirs section they had a book on sale for $5.99 about the history of one of my absolute favorite restaurants on the planet, In-N-Out Burger. Given the price it didn't make sense to waste a credit on that AND renounce the 2 for 1 special, so I just bought that book outright. Keep in mind credits on Audible aren't a book rental. It means you own the book. So, to recap, upon my return to the platform I bought three books I own for a grand total of $6.98. Oh, yo boy gone find them muhfucking deals. Yeah, I couldn't pass this shit up. But I will be cancelling again in three months
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Easily, about 95% of my current library of books I haven't read or books I already have are memoirs and biographies. As I've stated somewhere else within the massive amount of content on this site, people telling their stories always fascinates me. And a lot of the artists who wrote their memoir or autobiography choose to narrate (read) their own book. So you're not only getting their words, but you're also getting their words from their own mouth. Most of the books I read are unabridged, which means they have cussin' n shit in em
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I have not only read some amazing books on Audible, but I have also read what can be described as life-altering books on Audible. And honestly, the life-altering books have been more plentiful than life-altering music. Audible stores your listening history, so I just pulled up my full history and can tell you exactly the ones that were my favorites that I've read:
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MCU: The Reign of Marvel Studios - As a huge MCU head from day one, I thoroughly enjoyed the back story of exactly how Marvel got their start from the very beginning. Extremely fascinating!
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Homey Don't Play That!: The Story of In Living Color and the Black Comedy Revolution - What they didn't say on the title or the cover, was that it was actually an unofficial bio of the Wayans family. Seeing as how Keenan started it and many of the members of the family starred on it, it made sense to start with the beginning of the Wayans family. As a fan of most of the members in that family, I didn't realize how little I knew about the family until this book. Great read!!!
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Straight Shooter: A Memoir of Second Chances and First Takes (written and read by Stephen A Smith) - Not a huge fan of Stephen A, but as stated, I'm a huge fan of people sharing their story. And this unabridged book was actually one of my favorites
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The Autobiography of Malcolm X: As Told to Alex Haley - I had seen the movie countless times but had never read the book that the movie was based on. First of all, I really like how Spike Lee didn't change a buncha shit and made it pretty close to accurate. I mean, his Shorty didn't exist in real life, but while reading the book after seeing the movie so many times, it was nice to point out parts of the book that matched Spike's movie. And it happened more often than not, and in the cases where it wasn't accurate, I could see why it was changed or why that non-existent character was added. Narrated by Laurence Fishburne, this was another excellent read. And since I read his autobiography, you KNOW I had to read.....
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The Autobiography of Martin Luther King, Jr - Holy fucktards and fiddlesticks batman! I didn't see this coming either, but this might legit be my favorite book I've ever read on Audible. To me, this book symbolizes the strength and uniqueness that reading a book on Audible can bring. Coming in rather short for a bio of such a busy man (9 hrs, 35 mins), this book had the added bonus of including several original recordings of Dr King's sermons or speeches. Like, the book (narrated by young Kunta Kinte himself, Lavar Burton) would delve into the exact situation they were facing leading up to that speech/sermon, with Dr King providing insight into his process for how he came up with the speech and what was going on in the black community then, then you would hear the exact speech/sermon he just explained about. It was absolutely fantastic. I, of course, don't agree with everything with him, but I better understand his importance and ideology now. This book was so great, I'm going to give it its own write up page, because he's even mentioned in the book I'm currently reading (lol and I haven't forgotten, all the things I'm listening to will be provided below. I've got no family or life of any kind at this point, so I have nothing but time to write about what the fuck I want to on my site lol). But while I recommend all the books I'm listing here, I HIGHLY recommend this one to anyone interested
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Every Little Step: My Story (unabridged, written and read by Bobby Brown)
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Born a Crime: Stories from a South African Childhood (written and read by Trevor Noah) - I'm a fan of Trevor Noah. Whenever he has a new stand-up special I will always be sure to watch it. This was an incredibly entertaining read, though I think he set a record for how many times he says the word 'apartheid'. Absolutely fantastic book though
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Remember the Time: Protecting Michael Jackson in His Final Days - Written by his two long time bodyguards who were NOT present when he died, this book tells unflinching stories of their experiences protecting one of the biggest stars in the world. Endlessly entertaining, and I was honestly disappointed when it ended as I wanted more
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My Life with Earth, Wind & Fire (by Maurice White, Herb Powell, read by Dion Graham, who is my favorite reader on Audible outside of the subject's own voice. I think he's a lot of people's favorite because he has more credits to his name than any other narrator, at least among the books I read) - Maurice was not only the creator of the group, but he was also its organizer, leader, and spirtual influence. Who better to tell the whole EWF story than the mastermind behind it all? And he breaks everything down from the beginning. Fantastic!
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Welcome to Dunder Mifflin: The Ultimate Oral History of The Office (by Brian Bumgartner - Kevin on The Office - and Ben Silverman)​​​
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Unguarded (written by Scottie Pippen and Michael Jordan....lol now that would have been some funny shit. By Scottie Pippen and Michael Arkush) - Released not long after The Last Dance doc (in fact the intro of the book starts with Scottie's reaction to watching the doc, explaining why he wrote this book) I think this book was slept on. Many of the Pippen's fellow legends labeled him bitter at being the second fiddle in Chicago. But this was his side of the story. I don't think any of those fellow legends actually read the book. But I did and I understand Scottie's side much more now. I highly recommend to all hoop heads of 90's bball
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Will (written and read by Will Smith) - I already know what you're wondering and no, he doesn't mention it because the slap happened about three months after this book was released. Surprisingly laugh out loud hilarious in parts, this was one of the rare books I couldn't stop listening to, getting through all 16 hours in about three days. Supremely entertaining and unabridged, this is one of my favorite memoirs read on Audible. And I had no idea Will plays chess, taught by his dad. In a story he told about him finally beating his dad, he said his dad was studying the board and when he realized he was about to lose said, "SHIT!". I laughed out loud because that is such a fucking accurate description of what happens when us chess players figure out we are about to lose lmfao
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The Last Black Unicorn (written and read by Tiffany Haddish) - Another hilariously entertaining read, Tiffany is unabridged and brutally honest about her life, which has been quite unique. I genuinely feel like with a lot of these memoirs, I get closer to these famous figures because of the details they provide letting us in to their personal world. So years later when that artist gets into hot water for doing anything NOT illegal, I tend to get more pissed off for that person. No one is perfect but there are so many judgmental muthafuckas on this planet who conveniently forget that
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Last Words (written by George Carlin, and read by his brother Patrick, who sounds exactly the fuck like him from what I remember) - My all-time favorite comedian, and definitely the comedian I most relate to, this is probably my second favorite book I've read on Audible behind Dr King's. Carlin was fearless on stage, so you know he gaveth not a shit in his book. But expressing so much more about his life than he ever did on stage, it gave me a different look at the man whose comedic work I've watched and listened to too many times to count
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Shaq Uncut: My Story (written by Shaquille O'Neal, Jackie MacMullan, read by Dion Graham)
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West by West (written by Jerry West, Jonathan Coleman) - This one surprised me in its unflinching honesty and openness about his life. J Dubb (lol) brought that same tenacity he was known for on the court to his memoir. He also speaks at length about the disrespect he felt from the Lakers organization. I also had no idea Jerry hated his father, and you know I empathize and side instantly with anyone who despises one or both of their parents​
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​Miles: The Autobiography (written by Miles Davis, read by my boy Dion Graham; pay particular attention to how he incorporates that whisper voice for this one to more closely resemble sounding like Miles) - One of my top five favorite books I've read on Audible, this man's unabridged words blew my mind. While I love music and have been told on more than one occasion I have an ear, I never learned the technical side of music. His book was filled with not only fascinating stories of his time, but a lot of it broke down the specifics of how he got his music together, expertly breaking down not only what he does, but also each member of the band's part and why specifically that person did or did not work for the song/show. And in about 99% of it, he completely fucking lost me. That man was an absolute musical genius, and I thoroughly enjoyed his book from beginning to end
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I Can't Make This Up: Life Lessons (written by Neil Strauss, contributor Kevin Hart, read by Kevin Hart) - I won't lie. This was one of the first books I read on Audible, and I laughed. Hard.
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Thank You (Falettinme Be Mice Elf Agin): A Memoir (written by Sly Stone, Ben Greenman, read by Dion Graham) - This was probably the fourth or fifth book I read on Audible, and it was around this book I realized that my lane was definitely unabridged memoirs and autobiographies. I don't remember there being a biopic on Sly and the Family Stone, but even if it was, it would have probably been mostly bullshit anyway. So like with Maurice White and EWF, I prefer to get my Sly and the Family Stone history from the mastermind behind it who was there for all 103 of their HoopLA episodes too. Another highly entertaining read. One day I was listening at work, and he started talking about the Temptations music of the seventies, stating a lot of it "sounded awfully familiar (to his)". Then added, "Cloud Mine". I would love to say I didn't embarrassingly laugh out loud in the middle of the fucking office. Get it? See, cuz Cloud Nine, never mind. Just listen to the goddamn book lol
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Holler if You Hear Me: Searching for Tupac Shakur (written by Michael Eric Dyson) - Ok, so this is my all-time favorite musical artist, but this is not my favorite book by any stretch of the imagination. In fact, I never finished it and have no plans of ever doing so, not on Audible at least. As a lifelong 2pac fan, I forgave the 'Holler' in this book's title, as we know damn well that ain't how 'Pac woulda said it. Fine. Y'all college edumacated and shit (side note: why the fuck did my word processor NOT underline edumacated - not there either-? That's fucking hilarious). But I had a real problem (two to be exact) with the narrator of this book, who was NOT Dion Graham, his name is Cary Hite! In fact, it was with this book I realized that and why I preferred to read books read by Dion. Issue #1: Every single fucking time before he quoted someone during the reading of the book, he actually said the word quote. Twice. Before he said the quote and to close the quote. But he didn't say closed quote. He'd just say quote. It wasn't until I read this book I realized that no other narrator on Audible does this. Because when you think about it, it's not fucking necessary to say it even once let alone twice!! Every book is written to say who said the quote after the quotation marks. When you read that so and so said something, the quotes are understood! I let it go as long as I could, but do you know how many fucking quotes there are in a 9 1/2 hour book like this? Fucking terrible sir. And the other issue I had with his narrating, was a loooong standing pet peeve of mine. This grown ass black man who got paid to read a book; actually said the word aks every single fucking place the word ask was written. Keep in mind people, the word ask can appear often in a book like this after a fucking quote!!! All I heard was, "quote, why can't he do both, quote, she aksed". Oh hell no. I'm not listening to another muthafucking minute of this dude. I can't. For this one, I'll either buy the digital e-book if available, or buy the physical book if it's not and I'll read it myself thank you very fucking much. And Audible needs to give Dion Graham a raise and part stake in the platform
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The Greatest: My Own Story (written by Muhammad Ali, Richard Durham, Read by Dion Graham) - Oh yeah, I forgot about this one until I saw it in my history. This very well might have been the very first book I ever read on Audible, but whichever number it was it was fucking fantastic. Another top five favorite of mine
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Undisputed Truth (written by Mike Tyson, Larry Sloman) - Actually I didn't finish this one either. It got off to a pretty good start, but only about 1/4 into the 20-hour book I found myself bored. It seemed like it was all about how much he missed Cus and how much pussy he was getting on repeat. I found myself wondering, "what else you got?". Till I realized I didn't even care enough anymore to see if he did have anything else to offer
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Wiseguy (written by Nicholas Pileggi) - The famous book that spawned one of my top five all-time favorite movies, Goodfellas. This was another case of me having seen the movie countless times but having never read the book the movie was based on. As much as I loved the movie, this book was 8 hrs and 15 mins long. More time to tell the whole story. The movie serves as an excellent abridged (shortened) version of the story. But to get the whole truth and nothing but the truth, fans of the movie should definitely read the book
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Pryor Convictions: And Other Life Sentences (written by Richard Pryor) - Ah yes, another great one. This was one of the first unabridged books I read on Audible, and just like when I heard my first podcast, I knew these unabridged and honest memoirs were where I wanted to invest my dividends and time. Of course, Richard Pryor was never not absolutely hilarious. This book is no exception. My only complaint and why it fails to crack my top five, is because Richard used a lot of the exact same material from his stand-up in this book. Like A LOT!! I found myself getting a little frustrated with it. He had to know people who read his book would be the same fans who listened to his stand-up. You already got the story and jokes out on stage (most of them were from my favorite stand-up of his, Richard Pryor: Live in Concert that came out the year I was born. So we have been connected since both of our births and I have watched it too many times to count. That's why I already knew all the jokes), so I felt like this book wasn't the place for the same stuff. It wasn't all the same jokes, and he told some very interesting (often funny, sometimes tragic) stories. It was just too much of the already used stuff for my liking. To make up for it, I remember something hilarious from Paul Mooney's book (I also didn't finish his, but this part came early) he said that he told Richard Pryor; "That woman is so fine somebody should suck her daddy's dick for a job well done." Y'all I laughed so fucking hard for like three days straight LMMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Showtime: Magic, Kareem, Riley and the Los Angeles Lakers Dynasty of the 1980's (written by Jeff Pearlman) - I honestly don't think I've ever read a book or watched a documentary about my favorite team in my favorite golden era of basketball that wasn't absolutely awesome
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Music I'm Listening To
2/22/2025
Lately I've been listening to more audiobooks than music when I'm working, or the sound of silence when I'm writing. So a lot of my new music is from like two months ago new. Soooo one of my personal favorite annual traditions from my past life that I have worked so hard to separate myself from, is I used to watch the Disney Xmas Parade with my daughter on xmas morning. That was always a nice memory that can never be taken from me, regardless of how things would eventually become between us. And one of the things I enjoyed about the parade was, big surprise here, the music. I continue to watch every year despite no longer being in my daughter's life because I was still getting introduced to new holiday music I didn't know about in the midst of the corniness of the parade. But after the shit we've been through some of us could use a little corny for a couple of hours on xmas morning. While I haven't added any new music to my playlist from the last two Disney parades, I will continue to enjoy my two hours of corny (while these days enjoyably high off my ass!!) to myself, thank you very much
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I guess in cahoots with that, another of my favorites of the holiday tradition variety, is about a week later when I watch the Dick Clark Rockin' Diddily Dee or whatever the fuck it's called, for that exact same reason. With it being the end of the year, their musical performers are often some of the biggest hits of the year, and often there are songs I like that I had never heard. This year's 2024/2025 program generated five songs being added to my favorites playlist, four of which I had never heard
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Teddy Swims - The Door
I mean, apparently I'ma find them white dudes who can sing. From the first time I ever heard it, with him performing it live about a half hour before the ball dropped, this whole song grabbed me. Not only do I enjoy the song, but it carries an added bonus for me. I know he was singing to an ex about a breakup, but everywhere he says the word 'baby' I want to replace it in your mind with 'mama', and I'd like to dedicate (most of) this song to my own
Jungle - Keep Moving
Oook, I'ma be real. I was hiiiigh off my ass bringing in the new year. I'll admit, that may have something to do with my liking this song. It just sounds like a song you have to be high to enjoy. But I enjoy it. I like their harmony that sounds unique, but pretty pitch perfect in tune with one another. It fascinates me. From the UK and that's where they performed (you can hear it in the lyrics of the song; "in a new house, in the UK"). Here's their actual performance from Rockin' Eve I saw, my first time ever hearing the song
Lenny Kravitz - Are You Gonna Go My Way
This is obviously the one of the five that's not new. I heard this song before, and liked it, but it wasn't among my favorites. Now, I don't know if it was because I was high while listening to it, but it seemed like I heard it differently this time. And honestly, this performance represents one of the reasons I still prefer the Seacrest hosted NYE show among the many other options we have. The energy, at all locations, not just in New York, is always off the charts. And perhaps because it was live, I just felt this song so much more than I ever remember feeling it before. Here's the same performance I saw
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Update 6/21/2025: They removed the video of his NYE performance for some reason. Instead here's a live performance of the song in Hyde Park
Robbie Williams - Rock DJ
Yep, corny as fuck. Probably even cornier than Ice Ice Baby (liked that song too, btw). But I still enjoy this song every time I hear it. Every song doesn't have to be the best song ever heard for me to enjoy it for what it is. Leaving it here for those of you who can too. I don't know shit about Robbie Williams. And I honestly don't care
Tinashe - Nasty
Mmmm. Mmm. This song. I..it's just...I mean, she's fucking fine....and the song is just; mmmm, I should prolly not say anything else. This was the actual performance I saw of hers on the Dick Clark New Year's Rockin' Eve and....my god. My god
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Update 6/21/2025: They removed this one too. Instead check out the music video for the song
Kendrick Lamar's Superbowl 2025 Halftime Show
Yep, like the whole rest of the world I've listened to Not Like Us more times than I can count. I like Kendrick, even though I'm more of a fan of his individual songs than I am most of his entire albums, although I will say that he's never dropped a whack album. But I'm a fan of the energy he brings to his live performances that I first saw a few years ago when he performed with Dre and Snoop n nem. I didn't realize this was the first time a solo rapper ever headlined the Superbowl halftime show. And I know that he had to bring it because of all the Lil Wayne controversy. And he did. I actually missed Serena's cameo live. Why? Because I was too busy laughing at the NO audience not being shit in how loud they sang, "A minoorrrrrrrrr" lmfao! Y'all ain't shit Nawlins. But that was some funny shit. The only person who had a worse Superbowl than the Chiefs was Drake. I liked the whole performance, and I especially liked that little dance they did to start Not Like Us. I thought Samuel L's Uncle Sam was a nice touch. And I like his GNX Album too, although again, I like certain songs more than the whole album
Because of the NFL settings you have to go to YouTube to watch it
What I'm Listening to - Audible
Ohhh I am currently completely engulfed in this fantastic fucking read right here!
written 3/2/2025
Ohhh my gawd, I'm about halfway done with this 12-hour book, only having to pause my reading due to the anger I feel building up as I listen, this book is fucking awesome! Written by a Jewish white man with an afro who served as a Panther lawyer, this book is told in two parts. The beginning is the author's introduction to becoming a panther lawyer and the brief interactions he had with Fred. That leads to the story of Fred's death from the perspective of those who knew him at the time when he died, before the facts were revealed. The second part goes through his death again but from a legal standpoint. The first part only mentions William O'Neal once
Just like with Goodfellas, Malcolm X and countless others, I'd seen the EXCELLENT movie, Judas and the Black Massiah, too many times to count. LaKeith Stansfield and Jesse Plemons are two of my favorite actors and there are some historical events that fascinate me when I first learn of them. After seeing Judas and the Black Massiah when it was released on what was called HBO Max a few years back, I became really interested in Fred Hampton's assassination. Oh and this movie was also the first movie I ever saw Dominique Fishback in. What's haaaappenin' Ms 'Nique. Ok, focus my man!
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Just like with the book, I can't watch Judas without getting pissed off in real life. And the movie started off and ended with an interview of the real Bill O'Neal. So I was already familiar, at least in part, with what happened. I liked reading the first perspective because it made sense to me that the whole conspiracy wasn't known at that point. I think they purposely only mentioned Bill once in the first part, because that was how he wanted himself to be known in Fred's world. A dude in the background that no one paid particularly close attention to
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But with the author being a lawyer, we get a lot of the legal bullshit that went on back then too. The whole thing is enough to piss most people off reading it
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One thing I found very interesting that I alluded to earlier, was that the author mentions that Dr King "didn't have nearly as much success in Chicago (where Hampton was from and died) as he did in Birmingham". In his book, Dr King did mention spending some time fighting for civil rights in Chicago, but he conveniently left that part out of his book. The reason he didn't have as much success is because he couldn't get those radical Panthers in Chicago to conform to his non-violent approach, which was very very important to Dr King. That's one area, coincidentally, where I was critical of Dr King in his book. His non-violent approach wasn't something that was up for discussion. It was very much a "my way or the highway" kinda thing, and I really hate that type of shit; especially within the realm of religion. The implication is always that your way is the only correct way. I didn't go along with all of his rhetoric, so I know there had to be people back then that didn't go along with it either. But Dr King chose to omit that from his book, which in my opinion, places him in the same fake ass category as my mother, at least in that regard. I understand the totality of Dr King's story, so I still have waaaay more respect for him than I do my mother. I just disagree with certain things
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Anyway, in this book, I'm just at the point where the author begins to question to one of his colleagues if Bill O'Neal could be an FBI Informant and begin to fight to get the files unblocked and get the government to charge the local police with murder. The movie didn't have the time or the ability to delve into just how deep of a conspiracy this shit was. Fuck Hoover, fuck O'Neal, fuck (I think his name is spelled) Hanrahan, triple MOTHER FUCK Judge Perry, and anybody else I haven't gotten to in the book yet. But super major shoutout to Judge Swaggert. I'm telling y'all, this is an emotional ass fucking book
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I plan to finish this book this week and I'm fully prepared for me to get so pissed off that my blood pressure raises. I mean, that's the sign of a great ass story right there, am I right?
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Updated 3/9/2025
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All done. Wow, what a great book. It's one of those books that kinda sticks with you for a few days after you're done reading it. Some of y'all know what I'm talking about. Since it was written from the lawyer's perspective, we didn't really get a lot of the specifics with Bill O'Neal. And I think I know why
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​As I mentioned, the author only had limited interactions with Fred. And I will give him all credit where it's due, he took absolutely fucking amazing notes. I swear I needed this dude in my college classes taking my notes for me. He takes impeccable notes. Not only recording verbatim what was said but also even managing to capture the vibe in the room. Every conversation was thorough. So if the writer didn't have a lot of interactions with Fred, he wouldn't have had much interaction with O'Neal either
Instead, he let us in to other areas we would have never been able to go in otherwise, like the judge's chambers when they were pulled inside for a secret council, or in the courtroom when the jurors were temporarily dismissed. The author -Jeff Haas is his name, btw, no idea why I haven't said it yet - figured that the particulars about O'Neal would come out eventually. His focus, and ultimately the focus of his book, is about their multi-year fight in courtrooms just to get justice for Hammond, Mark Clark, their families and the survivors of the raid
There was one thing I noticed that I just fell in love with. See, it took me a while to realize that the majority of my family members (to be fair I'm talking about most of the elder so-called leaders) are fucking idiots, right? So, for decades, all those dumb ass mentalities were all I was surrounded by, giving me a false impression that there are very few intelligent people on this planet. The truth is there are some absolutely brilliant people who have walked and are currently walking this planet. Yeah, you've got your Einsteins, Degrasse-Tysons, and such. But the majority of the most brilliant people walking this planet may not be famous. Or at least not world famous. Some of the smartest people are people you dismiss daily
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The 60's were a time in history that will live forever. Soooo much shit happened in that decade alone in our country's history. I have the luxury of reading about it decades later, when things are SLIGHTLY better than then. The people who lived through it were the right people for the job and I will always respect each and every one of them, even if I didn't agree with their whatever. I also have the advantage of living in an era with so much technology, these muthafuckas are legit tryna replace us with AI. There were some super brilliant people who lived in that time, but they didn't have the benefit of having this technology at their hands. In reading this, there were many people of both colors who were brilliant. I was so glad to read about so many intelligent black people
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Like one of the Panthers right after the raid, as he was giving his recollection of events to Haas, who angrily (and almost casually) made an intelligent observation immediately after the raid based on information he received. As I said earlier, the first part of the book was actually gathering the testimonies of the survivors to find out exactly what happened, and it was only an hour or so after the attack. Keep in mind, when it first happened nothing was really known immediately. Everything was speculation and it was the cops' word against the Panthers. Each Panther to a tee described the amount of shooting with their own words, but with all words meaning the same thing; powerful
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So when Fred's second in command (I forgot his name, apologies sir, no disrespect intended), who ran into the room to try to wake him, and is the one who got the cops to stop shooting by shouting there was a pregnant sister back there (Deborah Johnson, Fred's girlfriend who was pregnant with his baby when he died) spoke to Haas, one of the first things he wanted to know was if Fred was alright. Jeff told him they'd been told he was dead and may have been shot up close. Fred's second in command after getting worked up calmed himself down and said something along the lines of, "Yeah, that makes sense. Almost all of the bullets they fired were aimed in Fred's direction"
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Again, keep in mind this right after the attack. The cops left after doing their dirt leaving Panthers like him to do some looking around. He was able to determine that doing what couldn't have been much more than a preliminary search around the apartment. And he would go on to be huge in helping expose that Fred was murdered and that he never shot back as the police claimed. I believe it was this same guy who decided to open up the apartment to the public for viewings to show the police lied about everything (if it wasn't him, it was a different Panther, further proving my point here). These people were brilliant. Fred was brilliant. And the government not only really hated that, they also feared it immensely
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​There was also Mark Clark's (another victim of the raid that killed Fred, played by Jermaine Fowler in the movie) mother who figured out that the governor or police chief or some HWMIC tried to trick her into signing something saying her son was an FBI informant
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"That man tried to trick us into signing something fraudulent, but I refused to sign it, and it caused him to give us cab fare and kick us out"
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Seriously, brilliant people. And an absolutely fantastic read. I highly recommend
My Next Audible Listen Beginning 3/11/2025
Written by Arnold Schwarzenegger
I like Ahnold. I don't love him. But he does have some movies I like. I'm a fan of the first two Terminators (especially the second one), and Eraser is actually one of my favorite movies
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But the part that made me pick this one out the bunch as my next read is the "My Unbelievably True Life Story" part. How I feel about the subject is irrelevant. As readers, we all just want to be swept up in a great story. The Governator probably does have some super interesting stories. The book is about 23 1/2 hours and is listed as Unabridged
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I can't wait